I always say every year I'll get a job has it happened? no it bloody hasn't and I'm getting even more frustrated and annoyed because my life is going nowhere I don't like how things are and it sometimes feels like no understands.It just saids the same old same old I'm just going round and round in circles here I find a job but need experience but I can't get any if no one will employ me! I don't get it? how did they people who already work there get experience? I'm sure they were where I am now so how am I ANY different?.
I do envy people a lot because things are happening for them and not me and I'm always wondering where I'm going wrong? all I want is a chance and some luck! please I can't be unemployed much longer there's so many things I want to do. I know there's other people out there who are like me too but some probably don't even want a job but I do and I wish it was easy.
I recently got put on work choice/papworth trust to help with finding a job but we've only met a few times though I sometimes feel like she doesn't want to come all this way to meet me she comes from Cambridge to Halstead. I was meant to meet her last week and she cancelled and hasn't been in touch since but if I had cancelled I'd be in the wrong, I don't understand why she can't just say when my next appointment is I do get the impression she doesn't want to help but I could do with the support if I'm honest I thought she was going to help me with my next interview I really could have done with that.
That's all for this post sorry it's a bit of a downer but I'm trying to be positive a job will turn up soon
Thanks for reading.