Another thing is these companies will be advertising again soon that's what really annoys me because they clearly took on a wrong un when they could've taken on me but no I'm clearly not good enough. Freeport are ALWAYS advertising jobs and I can't even get on there! I mean come on what is this?. I really do try my best and apply for as many jobs as possible but I just have no luck and I don't understand why? my CV is up to date,I have skills and experience what more do you want?.Every job rejection really isn't nice at all when you have hope which I do and it's so frustrating when no one will employ me and I just don't know why.Sometimes it helps to write things down but I just want to post good news not bad news all the time I hate it.
I'm starting to get more and more bored now finding things to do with my time is hard I have too much of it to fill but I just don't know what to do. It's so frustrating when I just want a job but I'm really starting to lose hope because all I get is rejections and it's coming up to nearly another year and that's quite scary :(. I feel like I'm so behind from everyone and my life is just at a stand still nothing is happening and I can't keep going on like this year after year. Things weren't meant to be this way I was mean to do volunteering for a few months and get a job but 5 years later I'm still there and in the same place.I'm so fed up with everything now and I wish something good would happen to me for once and not get all bad news I just want some luck.
Thanks for reading.